The past few posts I have started off by saying I have been a terrible blogger as of late. Unfortunately, that hasn’t fixed the problem. However, I am now vowing to blog everyday even if I don’t have much to say.
I’m going to a One Direction concert on Saturday. yay! I do like concerts. I do love One Direction. But I hate travelling. As you might know, I am a very anxious individual. I have anxiety attacks randomly, and not often, but enough to make me wary during public occasions. Anyway, I have trouble in cars, especially when in a car with other people. I don’t want to be a burden, and I know I would be if I had to tell the driver to stop the car because I’m freaking out for no reason.
My anxiety really has hindered my life on so many levels. Five years ago I wouldn’t be worrying about getting in a car for three hours with friends. Now, I can’t sleep because of it. It bites, man.
Anyway, it sucks. I’m going to be all stocked up on Valium, so I’ll take two of those and zone out for the three hours of the trip. And my friends want to leave at 10 in the morning for a 7:30 concert. WHAT? I don’t care if there is traffic… it’s too early! Whatever. I can’t argue, because I never get my way anyway. I also wanted to drive, but that was pulled out from under me as well. I’m leaning towards driving separately, but again, I don’t want people to think I’m weird. I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY.
sincerelystephanie.org 